Wednesday, July 25, 2012

IN THE (ALMOST) 2WW


SO ON MONDAY, JULY 23, 2012 WE HAD OUR FET. (SEE THAT LIL WHITE DOT LEFT OF THE CENTER OF THE PIC? YUP, THAT'S IT!!! MOST BEAUTIFUL DOT IN THE WORLD, I KNOW)  RIGHT NOW OUR LIL EMBRYO IS SAFE AND SECURE AND HOPEFULLY PROGRESSING THE WAY IT SHOULD IN MY TUMMY. OK, UTERUS, BUT TUMMY SOUNDS SO MUCH BETTER. OUR FIRST BETA IS THURSDAY, AUGUST 2ND. NOT QUITE A FULL TWW BUT MORE THAN LAST TIME. MY LOVABLE AND SUPER EXCITED WIFE IS DRIVING ME BONKERS. SHE IS ALREADY SCHEMING TO GET ME TO POAS ASAP. SHE MAY HAVE EVEN THREATENED TO TICKLE THE PEE RIGHT OUT OF ME IF I AM UNCOOPERATIVE. I WOULD LIKE TO WAIT TILL THE BETA, MAYBE EVEN GIVE IN TO THE DAY BEFORE BUT IF IT WERE UP TO HER I WOULD HAVE BEEN PEEING ALREADY.


***DISCLAIMER -  SHE GAVE ME PERMISSION TO WRITE ALL OF THIS, SO PLEASE DO NOT FEAR FOR MY SAFETY. LOL. 


I UNDERSTAND HER EXCITEMENT BUT I AM TRYING TO JUST TAKE IT DAY BY DAY AND NOT GET EMOTIONALLY ATTACHED YET. I AM BRACING MYSELF JUST IN CASE. IT HELPS TO KNOW THAT WE DO HAVE 4 VIABLE FROSTIES JUST IN CASE. I AM HOPING THAT WE WON'T EVER NEED THEM BUT I LOVE THAT WE HAVE A BACKUP PLAN THIS TIME SINCE LAST TIME WE FLEW WITHOUT A NET.


PEOPLE ARE ALWAYS LOOKING FOR "SYMPTOMS".  BE FOREWARNED, SINCE BEFORE OVULATION AND CONTINUING FOR WHO KNOWS HOW LONG, I AM ON PROGESTERONE SUPPOSITORIES 2X A DAY AND ESTRACE 1X A DAY, SO IT MAY JUST BE FROM THE MEDS. BUT I WILL GIVE IT A SHOT.


SO LET'S SEE... SINCE THE FET I HAVE HAD SOME SLIGHT TO MEDIUM CRAMPING ON AND OFF. A LITTLE BROWNISH DISCHARGE (SORRY TMI) AND TODAY A FEW MOMENTS OF HARDCORE NAUSEA WHEN I SMELLED A FAMILIAR (THOUGH UNPLEASANT) PERFUME ON A CO-WORKER. I USUALLY HATE IT BUT TODAY IT MADE ME FEEL LIKE I WAS GONNA VOMIT. SINCE THE MEDS STARTED I HAVE BEEN FEELING BLOATED AND GASSY (AGAIN TMI) AND NOW SINCE THE FET I AM ALSO FEELING FULL REAL QUICK EVEN WHEN I AM HUNGRY. 


THIS TIME UNTIL THE 2ND IS GONNA BE TORTUROUS. I HOPE I CAN HOLD OUT ON THE POAS. IN THE MEANTIME I AM GONNA HAVE TO MAKE SURE MY BEAUTIFUL WIFE DOESN'T MAKE ME SEDATE HER TILL THEN. FINGERS CROSSED PEOPLE PLEASE!!! 

3 comments:

Kim said...

ALL the luck in the world coming to you 2 from M and I!!

Michelle said...

thank you ladies so much

Kim said...

Was today THE DAY? Or tomorrow?

You've been on my mind non-stop. Still crossing everything for you!