SO ON MONDAY...WE TOLD THE KIDS. AS PREDICTED, RYAN WAS FINE, DAVID...NOT SO MUCH. HE ACTUALLY REACTED WORSE THAN I THOUGHT. I AM DEVASTATED. HE IS MAD AND HURT BUT I GUESS HE IS COMING AROUND A LITTLE BIT AT A TIME. HE TOLD ME HIS CONCERNS AND SOME MADE SENSE TO ME, SOME DID NOT. I FEEL LIKE I LOST MY BEST FRIEND. I HOPE TO GOD HE LETS GO OF THE ANGER AND EMBRACES HIS SIBLING SOON. HE IS SUCH AN AMAZING YOUNG MAN AND I DON'T WANT THE BABY TO MISS OUT ON ANY OF HIM. I AM TRYING TO STAY POSITIVE...CHANGE HAS ALWAYS BEEN DIFFICULT FOR HIM AND FOR THE MOST PART I HAVE ALWAYS PROVIDED HIM WITH CONSISTENCY. THIS IS DEFINITELY A CHANGE. I FEEL INCOMPLETE RIGHT NOW.
**** ON THE BABY FRONT, MONDAY WAS MY LAST APPOINTMENT AT THE FERTILITY CLINIC. WE GRADUATED OUT AND NOW HAVE OUR FIRST REGULAR OB APPOINTMENT THIS COMING MONDAY. I WAS OFFICIALLY 9wks BUT BABY CAUGHT UP IN GROWTH AND WAS MEASURING 9wks 1day, 24.58mm AND THE HEARTBEAT WAS LIKE A HERD OF HORSES AT FULL GALLOP. IT WAS A BEAUTIFUL SOUND. AND HERE IS A PIC OF OUR BABY...ACTUALLY LOOKING LIKE A BABY!!!
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| FROM LEFT TO RIGHT LITTLE LEGS, TUMMY, LITTLE ARMS AND SIDE PROFILE OF LITTLE HEAD |
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