Saturday, November 10, 2012

Gutted


So it was negative. I feel sick. I keep crying. I feel hopeless. Another "perfect" embryo destroyed by my body. I am at a loss...

2 comments:

Kim aka Mommy said...

Sorry ladies. Our hearts are breaking with you. *hugs*

Pepi Bebe said...

Hi there,

I'm a new follower and also found out on Saturday that it was a BFN for us too :-(

We are doing home insemination using my gorgeous wife's brother as our (my!) donor.

We've been pregnant twice (Aug 11 & Jan 12), but lost both babies with miscarriages at 12 weeks. Devastating. I seem to get pregnant easily enough which is a blessing (2 pregnancies out of 4 tries, well 5 tries now), but so far I have not been able to keep them.

I'm blogging about our journey to hopefully a third time lucky pregnancy.

I've followed your blog now and really hope both of our next tries are successful!

Also - my brother and his wife accidentally (grrrr) got pregnant 2 weeks after we did the first time. They had a baby girl in May, the week after our due date. It was heartbreaking, and as much as I love her, it still is heartbreaking for me every time we leave their house. It just hits me that there should be two little girl cousins playing together, (we felt our two were both girls). I feel the hole in our lives every time we come home to an empty house, a house that has a big store cupboard full of baby clothes, a hammock, cloth nappies etc.

It's tough eh?