sitting it out again

AND JUST LIKE THAT THIS CYCLE IS CANCELLED. WHY, YOU ASK? WELL BECAUSE THE STUPID DOCTOR MISSED MY OVULATION. MY LAST APPOINTMENT WAS CD 13 AND HE GAVE ME A FOLLOW UP WITH TOO MANY DAYS IN BETWEEN (8) AND BLEW IT. I KNEW IT. SATURDAY I FELT IT. WE HAD A LONG DAY AND WE GOT HOME AROUND 7 PM. I FELT THE PAIN I ALWAYS FEEL WHEN I OVULATE AND I JUST FREAKING KNEW IT. I HAD TO LEAVE FOR NJ THE NEXT MORNING AT 6AM SO I KNEW I COULDN'T MAKE THE DOCTOR SO I DIDN'T EVEN BOTHER CALLING.  TODAY IS MY CD21 AND WHEN I WOKE UP I JUST KNEW THIS WAS WHAT I WAS GONNA HEAR. SO NOW I HAVE TO SIT IT OUT UNTIL 10/9. BY THEN I SHOULD HAVE AT LEAST STARTED MY PERIOD AND HOPEFULLY WE WILL BE ON TRACK...UNLESS...WELL, UNLESS OUR PLAN CHANGES.