Tuesday, October 16, 2012

tick tock


STILL WAITING. WENT TO THE DOCTOR SUNDAY AND HAD A FEW SMALL FOLLIES AND LINING STILL THIN. STARTED ESTRACE 2MG NIGHTLY FROM SUNDAY ON. HEADING BACK AGAIN BY MYSELF ON FRIDAY. MOST LIKELY HE WILL PUT ME ON THE PROGESTERONE ALONG WITH THE ESTRACE AT THAT POINT. IF MY CALCULATIONS ARE RIGHT AND ALL GOES WELL (ROLLING EYES) TRANSFER WILL MOST LIKELY BE AROUND 10/25. I AM NOT HOLDING MY BREATHE. EVERY TIME I DO ALL I GET IS LIGHTHEADED. THIS FORCED 2 MONTH BREAK HAS NOT DONE ME ANY GOOD AT ALL. ALL THE WORSE CASE SCENARIOS HAVE BEEN RUNNING THROUGH MY HEAD AT TOP SPEED NON STOP. I AM KIND OF DREADING EVERY TIME I STEP INTO THAT OFFICE. I WISH DAWN COULD GO WITH ME TO EVERY APPOINTMENT. OH WELL. I WILL JUST KEEP WAITING.

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